.: Cubaan :.

feeling very unmotivated these past few days..probably overwhelmed by the sheer amount of work that is left undone and the amount of work that is coming up..

as i said before, im growing increasingly frustrated by SSC which is the organization looking over the different societies in NTU..dont wanna talk abt it here because jus thinking abt it makes my blood boil..

to add on to this set of problems..are the problems that are lying between ourselves and others..I shall not pinpoint names here..but the sheer ego of some ppl in refusing to accept views and comments is really getting on my nerves..nuff said la eh, nasib baik kau perempuan..kalo tk, da siang2 kau da kena dari aku..and of all things, she didnt have the right to interfere and there she went, buat sibuk, influencing others in the process, and giving us trouble..Cubaan indeed..

on academic front..I have to admit im not doing very well..I have another lab report due this upcoming tues..n 4 quizzes from mon-wed the week after..one of them being anatomy n physiology which i have no idea wats going on during lectures bec he is soooooo fast..and i tink this pressure is getting into me because im getting migraine too easily nowadaes..dunno whether its an effect from my new specs or jus the work..whether it is..it sux..

not that i dont wish to be thankful for what i have..but sumtimes i jus ponder whether Im forced to take this up too fast too soon..and the learning curve is seriously steep for me..Da lah aku tk pandai berbual ngan orang, inexperienced pulak tu..hais..dunno why but i feel like crap..im losing my motivation in almost all fields..I jus hope Allah swt will give me strength to carry on..Bec obviously this burden is too heavy for me to bear..

Peace out..