.: Why am i here? :.

i ask miself this qn every time i am faced with difficulty or tests in my life..

n i tink im facing that crossroads now..

i wish to show that all is well within me..but obviously its not..i wish to say that Im happy of yr lacklustre contribution as a fren..but inside im writhing at yr petty excuses as well as loathsome whining..

im saddened that im surrounded by some frens who only claim to be my brothers..but claims are jus claims, nuthin more..

And im saddened that one of my old frens is among them, blinded by such a thing he calls love, if that what he chooses to blive..

its sad that only a few of us understand the true path of this work..

very sad...to know that u, who is more learned than me, is still misguided by emotions rather than logic..

Peace out...