.: On the road to recovery? hopefully..Insya'Allah :.

im kinda happy..glad..proud of miself..for some reasons i do not know y..

i've fallen quite far when i actually think abt it...but all in all, upon discovering miself..n being prepared mentally,emotionally n spiritually to improve miself..Alhamdulillah, things are getting better.. n hey..i fasted today...hehe..n managed to repel all the crap from Osh n Hafiz..so all in all..A-OK!!!!

mebbe i've matured..grown..entah la..but i c things differently, the continual development of oneself is a continual process...an endless Jihad if u might say...so im kinda prepared to walk this path again..fall..get up..for i know, this trials n tribulations if u mite say..are an ongoing process for us to be tested of our faith continually in our mortal lives..

but all these things dont come easy...looking at my reflection in the mirror..at times..cant even recognise how far i have actually fallen..the things i did..Astaghfirullah al'azim...

if u noticed me past few daes..im sticking to this nick "La ila ha illallah wa Muhammadur Rasulullah"..not to preach to anyone...but more of a reminder to miself of where i shud lie..bec i read sumwhere, that in any cases of doubt, remember as such..so as not to b led astray..or sumthing like that :)

so yup..i hope that the old Wan is kinda gone..not all gone of course..jus less expletives n such? ..hehe..that was how bad i was b4..now jus hoping i can change for the better..insya'Allah..

well..CLoUD's back :)

(n hopefully biology n biochem will co-op to b back as well...wait..they werent there in the 1st place..kekeke)

Peace out..

P.S : I didnt actually think i had so many 'peminat'...broke 1000!!!! hehehe...so show up u spys...