.: I need to move, but in which direction? :.

im with mixed feelings now..dunno y..alwaes feel like this during the weekends..

while others kinda take a break during the weekends..weirdly, my attempts at taking time off doesnt seem to work..oddly enough, my ps2 doesnt seem that fun anymore, dun have the mood to go watch dvds for that matter..n even math is kinda uninteresting..which is very odd for a person like me...if u know me well that is :)

sat was quite ok..although i cudnt do lab, at least i was doing bside a person who cud..and so my algo i thought was ok-ok je la..then went for itc mtg cause comm skills grp didnt do their stuff(namely afis n osh) which is why i decided to go spend my time in a much more fruitful manner.

ITC mtg was kinda a mixed bowl...u see diff grps wif diff interests..but all in all, with hope that we can recognise the common goal uniting us all..though it was kinda sad to see only one poly rep..well, it was better than none rite?

went to masjid darussalam accompanied by kenshi n pipis..had asar prayers..of which we had dinner n talked abt certain stuff..interesting..ahaha..esp abt bgr..ur eyes wud bloom out if u oni knew that the ways that we do such stuff are riddled wif the wrong ways..n u wud understand that pure love in its sincerest form has to come from elsewhere b4 it goes to loving another human being..

we went home aft maghrib..talked along the way of furthering our "education" for the sake of ourselves n the society itself..of which i kinda realised that i needed to get at least sthing moving soon..mebbe in jan i will start taking up classes again..bec with this power, comes its responsibility and to wield it properly, one must have great knowledge..

all in all, im happy that i have such bros as close frens :)

although the path has been far n many in btwn..i realised that i've changed..develop in some ways..but oftwhich i do..really hope that old frens are not left bhind..im from the same Maker as u are..so ya..theres nothin much different btwn us ok? so jus accept me that way eh..

lect series 1 was quite ok..jus that i kinda was expecting more support from my fellow peers..oft which not many responded la..well..ape nk buat..Wallahu'alam..

exams are in less than a mths time..everyones going into kanchion mood oreadie..past yr papers..txtbks..notes..but sumhow, i think the feeling of jadedness n fatigue is starting to creep in jus when i found the drive to get going again..mebbe i jus need steroids..kekeke

yup3...mebbe schdays are jus the thing 4 me to get started..hopefully so bec its abt time i cut down the things im lagging bhind if i wanna get anywhere n fulfil miself again..

Hidup ini bagai lampu dinding...yg dinyalakan di malam hari..
apabila minyak sudah kering..iakan pasti akan padam sendiri..

demikian hidup seorang manusia..selama hidup di dunia ini..
bilanya cukup umur usia..putuslah urusan di sana sini..

setelah kita tinggalkan dunia..alam yg lain pula menanti..
apakah kita dpt kurnia itu mengirat alam dan bakti?

i need to move..soon

Peace out..