.: Sumtimes, life jus gets sad :.

i dun wanna say anithin here to make people down..but im jus darn moody..n sad..

there jus had to come upon a time when u feel that ure on something great..have yr hopes up soo high..feel all the joys and laughter along the way..

only to find yrself crashing down soon after..just because things don't turn out what u expected them to be..making u lose yr hope along the way..flightless..a one-winged angel..who wishes to do good but yet is hurt due to some setbacks..

n thats wat im feeling right now..

this has nothing to do wif venatoris, exco or the appreciation tea..it's jus something that i needed to learn for myself..for too easily having false hope on something so trivial and not meant for me to understand now..jus that

i ask of u not to blame urselves in one way or another..bec it aint yr fault..don't give me pity because i don't need it..it wun help aniwaes..n well, jus leave me alone for now while i try to recollect myself..i ask of u that as i carry on my life of coping with school life, work n this..

i dunno..sumtimes, i jus feel like a warrior who gave up his sword bec he jus doesn't wanna fight for wat he used to believe anymore..

think i need this time to take a good long look at myself..and figure out what's really wrong with me..and maybe, be not so naive and nice next time..

i'm sorry..for all that are hurt thanks to my irresponsible behaviour lately..

i'm keeping to this quote that i made for myself..

Steel thine heart for though it's frail, its intentions are good and pure, and it shall be revered..

im left with this.. :) wif faith, that hope can keep on burning..

Peace Out...

pray..pls..