.: It's not hard to fall..when u float like a cannon-ball :.

had a lot of realisations todae..not all are gd..not all are bad..

realised that my time-management is getting worse by the day...had a runny nose day..bec of late night sleep yesterday..further causing me not to concentrate during the later half of my day...sux

realised that all in all..i still am very lacking behind in bio..n the other subjects..very lacking in drive and motivation rite now...dunno y though..getting more n more pancited by the day..falling away..

realised that im gettin unfitter by the day..havent actually exercised sumtime..no push-ups,sit-ups,runs to get me going..gettin more n more flabby..lol

realised that im getting harder to sleep at nite..dunno y..i suppose too many things in mi mind to take care of..jus wished that i cud try n concentrate on sleeping...seriously dunno wats going on wif me..

realised that its week 6!!! n im still bhind!!!

realised that i dunno wat the heck my post is all abt...its soo abstract..cloudy jobscope..so apt don't u think?

realised that its getting easier for me to get tired by the day...mus b a result of the unfit regime..

realised that my laptop is too heavy to bring to skewl..

realised that i still got things on during the holidays..

realised that my weekends are probably gonna get burnt again...

n again..

n again..

realised that im lacking in time..n the cycle goes on..

realised that i miss the awie,mok n ciner bukit days..times where i found it a lot more easier to start a conversation,laugh..n more..

realised that my chatboz is alwaes gonna b lonely...bec not all who read this actually bother...

realised that i have an ahem ahem over the hols...

realised that..i needed a change of song to reflect miself anew..

realised that..i really like her..but there is no guarantee that she will like me too..

but after all this realizations, all the trials..all those drowsy tutorials..

i realised that i need Allah s.w.t more n more..

so i hope that i can pull thru this...wif hope that sumthin inside me will burn..to get me going no matter the circumstance...

n i realised..I need HIM more n more..

so apt..

Peace Out..