.: Is it all a big lie? :.

song playing - lying from you by linkin park

When I pretend, everything is what I want it to be,
I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I cant forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can,
but I cant pretend that this is they way it will stay,
Im just(Trying to bend the truth)
I can't pretend of who you want me to be so(I'm lying my way from)

You(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside.. so let me go(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life...I'd rather be all alone(No turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see(Nah, no turning back now)
Cause the very worst part of you is ME

I remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
so I pretended to be the person who is feeling it
And now you think this person really is me and I(Trying to bend the truth )
yo, the more I push the more I'm pulling away cause I'm(Lying my way from)

You(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside.. so let me go(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life..I'd rather be all alone(No turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see(Nah, no turning back now)
Cause the very worst part of you is ME

This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me LIKE THIS!
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me LIKE THIS!
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me LIKE THIS!
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me LIKE THIS!

You(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside..so let me go(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life..I'd rather be all alone(No turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see(Nah, no turning back now)
Cause the very worst part of you
IS ME...

I jus need my peace..and Soon