.: Sometimes, I only wish I knew :.

i cant blive time cud actually pass this fast..tmrw's the day of presentation for enviage n to think that it was only yesterday, that we finished YLS..

feeling nervous n kinda cuckoo lately..i guess the evisage preparations, kids camp, syura were taking its toll on me..although I didnt do much for syura n kids camp so far..but having to think and give inputs for them also is tiring..not to mention that i had to constantly keep miself monitoring n thinking for envisage to ensure my members understood wat needed to be done(special appreciation goes to ilda..who has continously nvr failed to irritate me by screamin thru my ears or throwing stuff at me..witch..literally)..niwaes, i was jus kidding...it has been a wonderful time working with them n seeing their joy n spirit to give their all for this project..

Niwaes, while i was feeling tense n all, had unexpected guests wen i got home!!! a fren of my dad came down with his family with cute children!!! keke..there were these twin babies who were ga-ga ing all ard..n they were responding to this cat doll that my sis had..lol..but i felt it was a real theraupetic experience cos it helped sway my headache n worries away..n there was other little bro who was watching justice league unlimited with me..n was laughing out loud cos we were watchin an episode where justice league became "justice league babies"..it was fun laughing out loud with this little bro i nvr had.. :)

it was sweet bec i had a lot of things on mi mind then..but it suddenly disappeared for a few moments..i guess young children have that effect on you most of de time..I recalled this info i got sumwhere that hari kiamat wont happen as long as they were still babies on Earth..as they were examples of God's Grace..hmm, interesting ya? how one can find solace in innocence..

well, im supposed to sleep rite now n i guess i had betta do so soon..wateva happens tmrw, is the will of Allah Himself..I trust that thru'out this time, we have done so with our best intentions and efforts, may Allah grant us all strength for the day tmrw..n to assist us in this islah that we are doing..Insya'Allah..

Peace Out... :)