.: Looking for answers, understanding my destiny :.

Alhamdulillah..AntuRIL got the most creative booth award..n im very glad that the rest of them had sthing to show for their efforts at NYH for the making of the booth..I cud see that they worked very hard indeed n it wud have been a bit disappointing if they didnt come away wif anithin..

ultimately of course, its not the destination but the journey that matters..im very glad to see each one of them develop in some way or another..n for that Im very much thankful to Allah swt..n i hope its a start for all of them to take further roles sumwhere out there..im very sure that their enthusiasm wud bring them sumwhere..n for those of u who keep on congratulating me, pls congratulate them twice as much..bec they contributed more to the project than i did.. :)
i'm sure i'll miss working wif dem though..a wonderful bunch of talented individuals

i had a nice visit from mat thai jus now..bec i left the kerepek ubi i got frm him at his stall yesterday..so i was abt to go for a jog wen we sat down on a bench n started bersembang for an hr..haha.it was definitely relieving i suppose..aft the very much hectic day yesterday...normal problems n issues that we were facing..n of course, his usual bugging of me..went for a nice jog aft that which definitely worked off a few things off my mind n my tummy..lol

im feeling kind of confused rite now actualli..a few things happened today which shook me in the inside although i was careful enuff not to reveal it..sumtimes, i cant blive how easily i can drown in my sorrows when i was actually feeling happy on how the day was going b4 that..if there is one surah which i feel i have not actually grasped its meaning is the one that states " Allah swt will not impose a burden on his sercant more than wat he can bear" ..so how do u noe its sthing that u can or cannot bear?

I guess im still looking for many answers.most of them, matters of my heart alone..

Peace out..I pray for my peace..