.: Wif great power..comes great responsibility :.

quite a few things happened lately in mi life..

a lotta realisations..on wat i have to do..n y i mus do so in the upcoming academic yr...

on tues..i realised that my bio sukked..ahaha..n i needed a lotta time if i was realli going to want 2 get sumwhere wif this subjex..of which will take up a lotta discipline in my part..

on wed..well..sthing bad happened..my sis got into problems again...reminded me of the responsibilities in guiding them..which i was supposed 2 do..not in the expense of my studies..

n todae..i realised the burden of mi 'tiang'...n like i said..i finallly accepted miself..n it was wif that..that i realised that i needed 2 start gettin into the proper mindset ofthe job..

n also..of my inadequate religious knowledge..which is really sumthing i need 2 start brushing up..

all the factors led me to one conclusion...

i dunno y..but life is kinda weird sumtimes..i met her when times were down in mi life..n i thank u for being the one to help me up..n since then, i've sumhow someway got to like her in a 'certain manner' since..

but not all u can have u get..n i suppose..its jus not time 4 me yet..i tried but to no avail..n sumtimes i ask miself wat is so deficient in me that i can't even get this simple thing rite..

but i guess..its jus me..i jus cant take this all at one time..n i dun have the capability now to carry out a relationship i suppose..which is y mebbe ...certain things jus dun seem to happen..for certain reasons only the Almighty noes..

entah la eh..at the end of the day..im jus a small part in HIS Works..n 4 that..i leave it to HIM..verily,truely..she is really sumone who holds a special place in me..but sumhow,someway..ya..its not meant to be...not now..

Qudratullah..

I leave it to U Ya Allah...4 u noe wat is best for me..

Ameen

Pls pray for me..to get me thru this academic yr(which promised 2 b turbulent..)

Peace out...