.: Sadness is beautiful, loneliness is tragical :.

its friday the 13th..im taking time off 2 re-arrange my thoughts again..

jus 7 days away frm re-appointment..

time flies..still remember the first time i got into MS..faci at kem plangi..then progressively..rebutia..IAP..n so on..

n now i'm here..:)

things change...think of it..sumtimes not all can go as u plan...

a new challenge..a new era they say..haha..(sceptical look :p)

sumtimes i envy those w/o this kinda reponsibilities..thos who live care-freely...w/o having to have to justify their words wif actions..

but when u think abt it...well, this is where i chose to be..

n i understood this choice b4..jus that i jus wanna think abt it again...

there are certain things that i wanted to do during the hols 4 miself..but of which i will have to put away now..im not trying 2 sound selfish or anithing..

but ya..i jus wished that i cud have done it then..

4 i know now..there isnt much likelihood of it happening..

sumtimes..its sad..i dunno y..4 sum reason i cannot understand miself...

but i need 2 learn to move on now..4 jus like u said..there is a hikmah behind everything that happens..

sigh...

the things i do to serve my community...

not that i'm trying to be selfish or anithing..

but 4 once..pls let me be happy wif sumthing..

i do hope that Allah s.w.t grants me strength to face this stuff ahead...

n i do hope that she'll still b there...

smiling at me..

the things i do to serve my purpose on this earth...

the things i do..

peace out..