.: The Camp :.

late on day 0..we were rehearsing abt the role-play..last min stuff(as usual..janji melayu)..we missed the movie showing(not surprising..bec of the fact that we left so much werk 2 do)..day 0 ended at masjid as-syakirin..overall fine..the spirits were beginning to look up..although i felt that execution wise of the prgrams on day 0..i was worryin quite a bit..
 
that nite..i remembered that i went 2 pusara aman..weather was lookin fine..no moonlight..oni it was raining the days b4..that part worried me a lot..
 
n so i cudnt sleep at the masjid..thinkin abt the days preps..da cover this or that tk? n all that stuff...i woke up..subuh..n then got mi mindset going 4 the camp..
 
over in all, i felt ice-breakers was goin 2 b gd..nasir,iqbal,shikin...orang2 yg berkebolehan wif the spirit..i was very sure that it wud go well..so i left nyh to the care of abu n his geng n went 2 prepare 4 2km squared..jus lookin ard..preps i felt went well..although i thought marliana was kanchiong as usual..lol..it was going great..things got started albeit a delay..n then
 
it thundered..n i had this dilemma again...
 
i recalled that moment..me n abu were lookin up in the sky..it was beginnin to drizzle..but that wasnt that worrying..it was thunder that was worrying me..i had to call off the progs due to the weather..n once again i was torn btwn those above me n my progs itself..abu on the other hand frankly opposed the move,unwilling to cancel it due to personal reasons..
 
but someone had to do it..n it had 2 b me..:) great
 
it continued drizzlin as such till hobh..when it miraculously stopped..n hobh went jus as fine,..a few minor changes had 2 b done at the heat of the moment due to insufficient time...n when it was all over, i felt great..day 1 was done..Alhamdulillah i told miself..
 
day 2 was amazing race..iqbal's show..n i didnt worry bec as a fren, i trusted him and as a coleague..i had every faith in him 2 b able 2 do more than wat i cud actually do...so i took a break..lepak more on 2nd dae..watched n c..knowin enuff on wat was goin on la..planned hunt4faith..last min changes..delegated..went back to ntu..check on pusara aman again..n found everythin was ok..went back to ntu..saw the final stage of amazing race..n felt confident that it went great wif the participants...then came asar..discussions..maghrib..
 
n once again...the thunder came...it went on till isya' n i cud c it in front of me on nyh rooftop..
 
n then..during solat..i cried..bec i wanted it badly 2 go on..i felt that this was the oni way 2 show that we are a muslim society..able to realise the importance of ukhrawi n not jus focus on duniawi all the time...n i cried when i went 4 the sujud..i silently pleaded 4 the Almighty 2 show me wat was rite..all 4 raka'at..all 4 times...
 
n once again..HE didnt disappoint
 
i felt grateful beyond reason that hunt4faith managed to went thru well..it received great feedback..and i have 2 thank abu,adea n karima 4 recce-ing n liasin wif the exco all this while..the beginnin..the middle..the end..all great..i was basically jus there 2 co-ordinate..of all the progs, i wanted this 2 succeed the most..4 in due reason, it had the most objectives n lessons that wud help us the most..
 
by day 3 i was half dead..hunt4faith ended at 0500..reached masjid firdaus happy that all was done..almost all actually..suboh was a hunt4niat...very loong..challenging..almost pengsan outta tiredness..then went 2 nyh..slept over..woke up..it drizzled..n then, i remembered...TELEMATCH
 
n aft the preps..gettin logs 2 come down last min...w/o my breakfast..jus whacked n prepared anyhow..n the funny thing was..the rain jus stopped when the participants were abt 2 come..funny aite? :s..as the game went on quite okly..i went up n took a nap..
 
it was then that i realised that it was coming 2 a close..n silently...i regretted it all the same..the closing was great..iqbal choreographed the b'day song thingy..knighted the great participants..over in all...we looked at the slideshow..saw the makin of the camp..camp itself..happenings..
 
n then tears were shed..again...lookin at the mocks we had..lookin back at the mtgs i had wif my progs..my comm members..i remembered the journey we went thru together..when we cried..when we laughed...the BKs..the coffeeclub xpress..nyh..iqbal,nizar..my good sem class mates..i wud miss u all...i realli do..
 
n so it was..that went the perpisahan song was played..i cried..everythin that has a beginning has an end,,and esp this..i cudnt blive it miself..all ard..i looked at the ppl in the rm n 4 once..i felt that our niat ..to do dis 4 the sake of Allah..got us together..pulled us thru despite our diff ideas..diff concepts...
 
n 4 once..i saw a family..
 
n 4 that ya Allah...i m grateful..4 YR guidance all this while..4 verily,U know wat is best 4 me..
 
on a final note, didnt it seem so coincidential 2 u all that the weather was fine jus 4 the progs?
 
THE ALMIGHTY is great..
 
Till then..peace out..another story tmrw..