.; P-E-R-G-A-S :.

its been a hectic few week(s)..heh..hence the mini-sabbatical from blog posts..

i resolved on sat night that i had to start making a REAL effort to drag miself to PERGAS classes though no matter how sleepy i was..heh..the resolve not to sleep aft sahur was however broken but alhamdulillah, at least i woke up at 830..which meant i reached class 15 mins late(by cab mind u!) ..heh..$12 up in the air as a reminder that time is money..after all..

interestingly, i thought it wud have been easier now to make it for classes now dat one major commitment is off my shoulder..alas, i tink final year and its worries is taking its toll on my sleep..

Anw..it was gd..managed to stay awake for at least 80% of the classes..learnt new things..and at least i understood most of wat was being taught..and did a lot of cathing up on mi own..

an excerpt of wat i was reading while during fiqh class..cause we were covering solat 2 sunat n solat jenazah..

a prayer after performing istikharah prayers..this is d translation though..

"Ya Allah! Sesungguhnya aku meminta penjelasan kepada Engkau dengan ilmu Engkau dan aku meminta ketentuan dgn Kekuasaan Engkau dan aku meminta kepada Engkau dari kurnia Engkau yg sangat agung kerana Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yg berkuasa menentukan dan bukan aku yg berkuasa, dan Engkaulah yang Maha Mengetahui dan bukan aku yang mengetahui dan Engkau yang Maha Mengetahui segala yang ghaib. Ya Allah ! Jika Engkau tahu bahawa pekerjaan ini baik bagiku dalam agamaku dan kehidupanku dan pada akibat pekerjaanku, maka tentukanlah ia bagiku dan mudahkanlah ia bagiku, kemudian berilah aku berkat padanya ya Allah! Dan jika Engkau mengetahu bahawa pekerjaan ini buruk bagiku dalam agamaku, kehidupanku dan akibat pekerjaanku, maka palingkanlah yang jahat itu daripadaku, dan palingkanlah aku daripadanya dan tentukanlah bagiku kebajikan sekira ada..Kemudian redhailah aku dalam kebajikan itu..."

i tink its a nice do'a..apt at dis point of time wen i tink im over-worrying..lol..till nxt time..

Peace out..