.: Awaiting light :.

im entering another one of dose dreadful periods of a person's life..the point of time u call it

* WARNING : Writer not in usual self and overly cynical of surroundings..Read at ur own risk!! *

a slump basically..a mini-crisis..

heh..i hate to admit it miself..but after feeling so d drain of energy on myself for a while..im beginning to understand y im feeling as such and wats staring right in front of mi face..

fyp - little progress, has no idea wat the MADlab code means required dat my prof actually wants..
(silently praying that i am NEO and cud in one blink of an eye, see the codes running in front of him..heh, dat'd be waaay cool)

nanotechnology - prof jus added new questions for assignment..feverishly searching wikipedia and google to understand lecture notes..
(wished i had d remote control from click and cud in one button..have subtitles so dat i can understand mi lectures..sheesh)

how d heck can u understand wen...
ampli fire = amplifier
lano = nano
there are many..i jus cant be bothered to write dem down...mebbe i shud take note of them wen im in class so dat i can keep miself awake..:p

exams - simple..one more month..havent started..revision..

job prospects - no 2nd class upper = no masters = research assistant = wash test-tubes..sheesh...if only dose doofus at BIE told us this way waaay earlier la..i jus wasted 3 yrs of mi life taking dis course thank u..

THAT - feels like playing tennis..lol..hit one, get one..

ramadhan - slogging on albeit reachin the lat ten nites soon..slowly running out of gas for terawih-athon and witr-thon..heh

as u can see..uan is very much in need of light, hope, faith and ape2 yg sewaktu dgnnya..its time like dis where uan hopes dat he had an usrah..eh wait, uan has an usrah..but dat was like..d last meet was eons ago? lol

anw..im jus letting mi heart out here bec i dun wanna spread virus ard..but im very much praying at every sujud dat i can get out of dis soon.. :P

Quote of the day :

"Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable"

get at into ur head uan... :p

Peace out..pls pray for me..