.: Pouring .. :.

its been pouring heavily pretty much these days..must b d yearly seasonal monsoon wind dat comes ard here yrly..

aniwaes..Alhamdulillah..the past week has been enriching to me..had a successful event i felt for eid'ul adha..for miself, it was nice to help out in the qurban process..bec for prev yrs, i've oni witnessed the process itself..it was nice to be in d midst of it not jus for d gotong royong spirit but also as a means of ibadah? hmm..he he..ya, it was nice..nice to get down n dirty (not to mention smelly) for a change..d funniest thing was..d chairperson of d masjid cudnt blive who i was..ha ha..mus b d muker ciner again..either dat or d kambing smell..ke ke..it is a gd thing to c as a pendakwah dat we managed to reach out to the international students..a mini-teaser for the big event IAP itself??? insya'Allah..my only hope is that we'd get a similar if not better response wen D-day comes..

d rain n d serene moments of nightfall have given me a lot of food for thought these days..(other den hiding my quiet frustration of still not being able to get a company for industrial attachment)..a lot of uandering(not pointlessly of course..) but more in terms of contemplation on y things wud happen a certain way and not another to me..n Alhamdulillah as well as i managed to finally close sum doors dat i used to leave open or hanging..n move on..

as a kind sahabat wud say..n wud remind me.."He who created Life and Death, that He may try which of you is best in Deed"(Al-Mulk:2)

i shall not wanna dwell on whether i was worthy enuff of being tested here..for miself, Im happy that im gettin closer to findin a lot more answers on why many trials are as such..they nvr said dat the path to being a better Muslim wud be an easy one.. :)

Peace out..