.: Interestingly interesting.. :.

Alhamdulillah..managed to attend both lectures by the esteemed scholar Shaykh Hisham Kabbani..very interesting indeed..a gd measure of renewal of faith dat all of us need continually..

i used to tink dat im more of an introvert..actually, i tink i still am..ha ha..but all in all..i realised dat one's introvertness might nt necessarily mean dat one is weak..in fact, secularism or keeping to oneself in a moment of reflection and thinkin abt Allah swt is necessary once in a while to ensure we do check upon ourselves as vicegerents of Allah swt..i tink d prob w/me is perhaps i take it too far? ha ha..entah la eh..to me, lain org lain cara memahami agama kita ni..dere are frens i noe who focus more on d side of practices while i prefer to focus more on d tasawwuf part..ju mi humble opinion dat one needs to understand wat one is worshipping n serving for..in continual remembrace to ensure u dont lose ur Path..

anw..i managed to meet my true tajwid teacher todae..true pasal for d past 2 wks, he wasnt able to teach us at PERGAS..n i haf to admit his sooo much better den Ustaz Abu Bakar..as in, he realli has this policy of makin u read..n he's nice in d fact dat now we noe how to apply all d diff rules in tajwid(idgham, idzhar etc) rather den jus d theory itself..n at least he understand dat we are not superman lar..n he's willing to guide each one of us to ensure we learn frm each other's mistakes in tajwid..im soo motivated sey...he he..hope i dont miss a single lesson dis time ard..insya'Allah..

im starting my attachement tmrw..insya'Allah it is not a waste of time although im very much kinda unpleased dat it has nthin to do wif wat im studying...still, im jus tryin to look at it optimistically lar..wat other choice do i haf kan? he he..yeps..wudnt mind if deres sthin useful i can learn although its outside mi scope..jus as long as i dont end up as sumone's admin asst most of d time..da bagus..ke ke

dats abt all..i came across dis nice surah while i was praying at masjid darussalam on last fri jus b4 my interview..

"So lose not ur heart, nor fall into despair; For ye gain mastery if ye are true in Faith (Al'Imran :139)"

Peace out..