im looking 4ward to dis new possible chapter in mi life..
well, i have been following ustaz zul every fri for his tajwid class..n tonight was it's last lesson b4 i'd probably move on to talaqqi..which means more on d reciting and correcting..n as mi recitation has nvr been dat uanderful..i was looking 4ward to moving on to the nxt phase..esp me being a teacher n of cos a a big fan of experential learning..
n i got a taste of it todae..n how merciless ustaz can be in makin his students recite n re-recite n many re-re-REs jus to make sure we get it rite..cos he wanted us to noe dat it is difficult to master but yet we haf to persevere to make sure it's right..and insya'Allah the barakah will come..
and so it goes..while gg back in ustaz's car..ustaz asked whether i was interested to join his teacher's program..to help him take some classes for converts/beginners who wanna read the Qur'an..in English..of cos it was a long way off for me as the training wud b long..but i was pleasantly surprised..not dat i thought highly of miself to teach..but rather of another opportunity of da'wah presenting itself during a time where i seemed..kinda lost to be honest..
im takin it a step at a time..but im happy dat certain doors haf been opened for me at dis pt of mi life..where i realise dat i need to find a purpose for miself once more aft mi time in ntu, aft mi horrendous mistakes upon graduation n aft wat has happened in mi family..a role which i can find strength from n ensure dat im on HIS path..cos i honestly feel dat i keep on losing miself nowadaes as i dont haf a constant environment of muslim brothers dat i used to haf in ntu..
im hoping dat it does happen..and i lay firm to miself dat i wish to takes dis steps to be a better muslim n to help mi ummah in wat way i can..
La hau la wala quwwata illa billahil aliyyul azim..
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