became a quiet 26 on d last day of Oct..oftwhich i went on a spending spree b4 dat..not very sure whether it was cos of stress or prob xtra money in d account as i had mi reservist d month before..since it was d fasting mth too, i didnt realli spend much..
so i got miself an ipod touch..
an asus desktop as mi current one is cranky at times..
red alert 3..
(which i completed in 5 days..heh)
on d day itself, i went to play soccer wif d p6 children in mi sch..n unfortunately, got miself injured..not a brilliant way to spend ur b'day eh..but @least i scored a goal..
went home..got a letter yet to answer..n den i got thinking..
dat i missed spending time wif mi uni frens on mi b'day..n i guess its now a pt of time where many haf moved on..be it to marriage or other greater responsibilities and commitments in life..of cos, u don't realli haf d licence to call up ur frens to ask dem out for ur b'day..i guess at d back of mi mind, i was hoping n thinking dat it'd happen on dat day..but of cos it didnt..
perhaps, in sum ways, i reflected dat it cud b my own fault for neglecting mi frens in d 1st place..or perhaps in sum ways, some things happened dat cud nvr be reversed..dat cud nvr be recovered again..n i was prob too blur sotong to realise dem..or perhaps, mi frens were really caught up wif many things of deir own..
so..a yr on..uan is prob gettin more melacholic but gettin used to coping wif life..
but despite dat..uan is thankful..dat he can still watch his mum walk a bit, his dad sending him to work, d occasional laughters n fun wif his sisters, d fun he has wif his classes in sch, d ilmu he is able to obtain weekly in his classes..n many other things dat remind him of simple contentment of d small things in life..
Alhamdulillah..Amin ya robbal alamin..
n a parker pen frm an old friend of whom i thought had forgot abt moi b'day..pleasantly surprised indeed.. :)
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