.: Walk on...rain or shine :.

been waking up red-eyed for the past 5 days..i tink its d culmination of a lot of matters on my mind left unsolved that made me lose my sleep..ok, i do get my 5/6 hrs every day..but i think d quality of sleep is deteriorating..

nvrtheless, IA report was submitted on monday..mixed feelings abt it though..unlike most of my frens in other skewls, my IA experience hasnt been that wonderful..me n my colleague perpetually being ignored by our supervisor and left to fend on mi own most of the time..

i remembered a moment of time during my IA dat for a month, my supervisor didnt bother to help me to help with a problem i faced..total ignorance of mi problem n i was left reading over and over the programmer manual again and again till my morale was an all-time low..thank God that during the last few wks, one of the engineers(who was dealing with the same basic programming language as me) finally helped and gave me some tips and way out..n alhamdulillah, thanks to him giving pointers here and there(although he cudnt solve it himself..lol), i finally managed to solve the problem..

and alhamdulillah dat it gt solved b4 my report was submitted..jus 3 days before in fact..but now dat the engineer is away for reservist for a month..i feel miself ignored for a month again..

personal feelings? im beginning to feel frustrated wif my sch admin for putting mi frens n me(of BIE) into this predicament of being sumwhere not related to our course..at times, i feel..soo..useless..and this feeling of uselessness somehow translates into my mood esp at work and after work..

im jus hoping dat wateva i wrote for d report is gd enuff to at least get me a B..though i got a bad feeling dat my supervisor didnt actually help matters wen he reported to my sup dat mi progress was slow on d 2nd IA visit..bingit bingit bingit..

learning point from IA..kesabaran...

amidst juggling other duties as well..which im thankful i have frens who are understanding and have me helped out as well..especially during times wen i cud not be ard and was not of much help..as of now, im jus doing as much as i can larat..and praying for the best..of cos, praying that Allah swt blesses all these that we are doing..and guides us all..

till nxt time...peace out..
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A believer (in Allah), what is his sign? Listen:He accepts death with a smile. [Allama Iqbal]

so smile..... :)