.: The complicated heart :.

i wish i understood why, even after all this while..
some memories are still there, though those memories I didnt want them to be mine..

i wish i cud b stronger, i wish i didnt knew u at all..
not because i hate u, but because i noe my heart's not strong enuff to go thru this at all..

i noe its nvr easy, but i didnt noe it was this hard,
but nvrtheless i shall pray, that Allah guides this fragile heart..

May Allah swt guide this servant out of his darkness..