.: Need a special light :.

i sumhow dun feel kinda my normal self lately..kinda out of sorts i guess..

dun realli noe wats d source of it when i think abt it..

a lot has been going on my mind..as usual..so many factors and things that are happening consecutively and all at the same time..

i jus feel like im caught in this whirlwind..tryin my very best to take care of all the things that i need to do..but is wat im doing enuff?

think of it..even today, wen i took a rest for a while..i felt guilty..but i cudnt help it you noe..im so drained and fatigued trying to juggle all of these issues altogether that im not taking care of myself..

jus feeling stagnant @ d moment..n very much hoping i can get miself out of mi mess very much soon..praying very much..
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i will nvr stoop to wat u did..i never imagined that u did..its sad u know..dat we used to talk abt this..n back then, u said that it was for HIS sake..but i dont c it being for HIS sake animore..

May Allah guide you in this..I can only pray for u..i am no better den u to correct u animore..i nvr was..nvr will be..

Allah swt will only change the state of a person who wishes to change it himself..how true..

Humans..our love for things blind us..and cause us to forget our true purpose and Love for Allah..