.: Baiya work many many? :.

sumhow got so many things to talk abt..

workplace is gettin more and more tiresome..not only is wat im doing not related..but im sumhow being asked to do pointless n tiresome jobs..wich I feel is continously affecting my own motivation n mi colleagues at work..

n deres dis mail dats circulating at the bie yahoogrps(among d pioneer batch of mine) where everyone is exactly experiencing the same situation as me..its amazing how so much unhappiness and resentment can suddenly accumulated as one of my fellow course-mates actually managed to go "behind the scenes" and got to "korek" a lot of things frm d profs n all..

needless to say..wat he found out wasnt dat inspiring..confirmin mi long standing fears..our curriculm for 4th yr hasnt been confirmed..FYPs as well..and sumhow d sch is letting chemical eng profs to decide our syllabus rather den d bio-engineering ones..wat d @#$%..n i did overhear dat most of d profs in my sch were more interested n were here to research rather den teach..grrr

im nt mad w/o reason k..sincerely speaking, im realli worried abt mi own future..here i am..trying to get out of a vicious cycle n dis "profs" are playing ard wif mi future like some cat playing ard wif deir live food(but cats are cute lar..anw)

im still realli scared..of d prospects of my degree in a yrs time..as of now, im trying to drag miself to work n motivate miself..but alas..not dat easy ar..gotta think of other options soon..

Teaching..anyone? lol..or mebbe some post-grad scholarships if im dat gd enuff..insya'Allah..

Peace out..