.: Reflections.. :.

sumhow, d atmosphere for raya this yr was not ard at home..wasnt able to actually contribute in preparing the house for raya..but im still very thankful to Allah swt of wat this raya has brought to me..n wat Ramadhan has given me..

So happy that my mum n sisters found the path..albeit slowly but surely..n i led them in their first terawih prayers during two of the last 10 nites in Ramadhan..

so happy that my sisters are getting more cheerful..n being part of d family again..

so happy that I found sumone in this month..although im not very sure miself if it was d appropriate time..but i guess, we tried our best to keep wateva btwn us as pure as we could..moga diberkati Allah swt..

so wen i woke up on the pagi of raya..though i might not shed tears on the outside..but i was very much thankful to Allah swt for helpin me this far..as Rasulullah s.a.w once said " The greater the burden HE puts on u, the greater the rewards"..how true..i guess, wif the added responsibilities i have now, im able to be stronger and garner more satisfaction from serving HIM..

but nvrtheless, there is still much to improve within miself..d title of dis site xplains mi lifelong motto..i still wanna try to qiyam at a mosque during Ramadhan n a lot other more..life as a Muslim has alwaes been abt growth..to be a better person each day..

exams are no excuse actually wen u tink abt it..even my own added responsbilities..but Allah tu Maha Pengasih Maha Penyayang kan..HE best understands how much i can put on my own shoulders..n HE rewards us just for our intentions and efforts..wat more our successes? insya'Allah..in gd time im sure.. :) my nxt aspiration since i met my own aim of fastin almost every mon n thurs wkly...witr every nite..hehe..

Hope to c u nxt time Ramadhan..May Allah swt grant me the years so that I can continue my ibadah for him to redeem miself..n to serve as HIS khalifatullah..Ameen..

Unrelated stuff :

this is a nice song..lol..

Bintang Di Surga : Peter Pan

Masih ku merasa angkuh
Terbang kenanganku jauh
Langit kan menangkapku
Walau kan terjatuh

Dan bila semua tercipta
Hanya untukku merasakan
Semua yang tercipta
Hampa hidup terasa

Lelah tatapku mencari
Arti untukku membagi
Menemani langkahku
Namun tak berarti

Dan bila semua tercipta
Tanpa harus ku merasakan
Cinta yang tersisa
Hampa hidup terasa

Reff:
Bagai bintang di surga
Dan seluruh warna
Dan kasih yang setia
Dan cahaya nyata

Oh bintang di surga
Berikan cerita
Dan kasih yang setia
Dan cahaya nyata


Schatz : I still have no idea how we got here where we are..its funny how "the other stuff" got in place..perhaps its not sthin for both of us to understand..oh well..may Allah swt berkatkan wat we have n protect us both..danke schatz for d chocs n present n ur time.. ;) Peace out..