.: Finally, stabilised and insya-Allah..back in action ;) :.

i finally met a blog that reflected my style today..as in serene and undisturbed..which kinda reflects the state that i wish to be rite now..

its a sunday..btw..jus got back from ntums beryani amal helping-out(which was from maghrib semlm)..and im frankly shagged out..i oni got 3 hrs of sleep at 3 separate periods yesterday..and i jus feel that i cud drop off my chair rite now..

Nevertheless it was fun and great to help out..had lotsa fun..stayed up night jus to pack up the 'acar' if thats wat u call it la..still..its not often every day that one stays all night long to do amal..ahahaha..

its another try-out tmrw..and i finally found miself to start functioning proper again..i admit that i havent been miself the past few days but insya-Allah..i will get in the proper state of mind tmrw..i'll try..thats the very least i can do..

For u my fren..if u r reading this..i apologise..this thing was not yr fault..u had to wat u had to do..while i jus reacted in the werst possible manner i did..as i said all along, it was my fault and i have to atone for it alone 4 quite some time..nevertheless, im jus glad that i finally woke up..abt time..

its 14 days left..time flies..things may not have progressed as much as i wanted it to be..but then again, i should b glad that things have gotten us this far..Alhamdulillah..

fast rewind to the 2nd june..sitting on a round table.."We had this dream and we will do wat we can to do it".

"i will honor that dream..14 daes to do it" :)

Peace out ...;)