.: Redemption? :.

i realise dat dis yr, ramadhan promises to be different from previous yrs..

cos a lot has happened dis yr..a lot to make me realise how naive I can be, how easy i can fall, how easily i have taken things for granted..and of cos, how easy wat was built over so many yrs can jus fall aprt..

so dis ramadhan, i jus pray to Allah swt dat i have to strength to put all of dis behind..perhaps not reborn anew but to at least redeem in some way or another..

cos i used to say dat i cud live wif d darkness..but d fact is dat even now, it's not hard to cope with d wounds n scars of d past..stimes u tink dat u've put it all behind but it comes back everytime..

nvrtheless, i will try..

n i will pray..dat i can endure..in my journey.