.: Endure.. :.

recent developments have made me realized how i have sumtimes taken things for granted..

the university of life hits hard doesn't it? d school of hard knocks indeed..

coming home at 8 or 9pm..bath,rest awhile then sleep..then the whole cycle starts all over again..a task not made easier considering how stubborn my students can become..

n wen wkends come..its another tuition on sat morning, n now im having dis MDIS course on sun frm 0900-1800. Phew..thank God that the trainer was an interesting person who continually kept us involved in discussion and made her workshop interesting..a refresher n a renewal which i hope i can carry wif me constantly..

but of cos, pergas burn ah for 4 wks..lol

draining? yup..but i guess uan must endure..despite internal conflicts..and uan must pray to seek His Lord constantly..



hope..tawakkal..uan noes dat uan has tried his best for the students..n dat now, 6 out of 29 do voluntarily stay in school to study despite having difficulties at home..despite being branded failures, and used to being unmotivated..

and even if dey may fail..uan noes dat uan has to be there for dem..to spur dem on despite uan's own pain n sadness..uan can onli fall in silence

Allah give me strength pls..to remind me, to help me..

Amin..