if there's one thing dat mum keeps on tellin me (when i have money), is how "boros" i am wif mi money..
1st mth was kinda like having a windfall for d 1st time(aft so long), so there I went gettin my sis a new mp3 player(creative zen stone plus), my family a new coffee-maker(since the old one was tgh nazak) and a new cordless phone for the house since the old one was spoilt. i got miself a pair of crocs(b4 anyone cud get me any) and my mum and my sis got slippers (as their belated birthday presents since i was broke den)
and of course, the bombshell of spending was the photo-takin @serangoon broadway studio which cost me $800++ n since i gave half of mi salary to mi parents(as nafkah), dat meant i was left wif..wait..nothing..lol, for d first month. N there i was silently praying (and hoping) dat i cud perhaps save $1K per mth for you-know-what.
2nd month pay, which jus passed by was kinda d same. this time ard instead of splurging on fellow family members, i basically splurged on miself. And also, wif LDS money, i splurged more..sigh, i feel guilty abt it nw actualli but den again, wats done is done aites? if u wanna noe wat exactly i splurged on, u gotta ask me privately though..lol..n i did get mi mum a new phone(finally aft so long since her old one was givin her problems)
anw, dec is gonna come..hopefully, this time ard, i cud do sthin abt mi "boros"-ness..i hope, cos i noe its definitely not a gd trait dat i have :p
actualli the whole point of dis post was jus lettin it all out, n d pics below haf their own reason 4 being dere..dum de dum
actualli, beneath it all, im feelin kinda guilty. Cos, during one of d past few days, my mum was jus confiding in me all d things dat were left unpaid all ard d house. That n dat dad is gettin weary, so he's kinda toning down the earnings he has. Which is y i prob need to step up since my sisters dont realli do much too.
So i guess im in a dilemma now..sorta..n jus hopin dat im able to step up when d time comes, and dat at least, 4 d time being, my parents understand that im doin all dat i can to help..
oh well, i need to get out of dis crappy feeling. :p
Praying and hopin i do..
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