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hmm..here it goes..aft nt updating for so long..heh..kinda getting lazier n lazier wif every day..

my masters application result came out today..n it was however, unsuccessful..as of now, im actually trying very much to keep my disappointments to myself. Trying to keep perspective that it is perhaps something the Almighty has chosen for me as a better path closed is not really easy. But one has to persevere i guess..

i thought then that i wud continue to a next course of action, based on the plans that i had b4. But now, where I'm sitting, I'm still kinda unsure of whether i shud continue on those plans. Back then, i thought that lookin for a job in d biomedical industry wud be an easy thing. But apparently not. After lookin at job website like st701, monster.com, jobsdb etc, its mostly still research research research. Which is seriously monotnous stuff as much as papers paint otherwise. I thought that if nt that, I could perhaps find a job in quality control or sthin. But apparently they need experience n familiarity wif rules n regulations in dat too.

so dat leaves wif going to NIE or prob going to Ministry of Home Affairs/Manpower/signing on doing nothing related to mi degree..Funny isn't it? u spend 4 years plugging away at all of dose books, papers etc n u end up not using it a bit..dat degree scroll mus b darn gd huh? lol

yep..still need time to think..although im nt very sure whether it's me procrastinating or realli thinkin..

darn, i need to grow up..lol